Saturday, May 22, 2004

Update

Okay friends, one and all.

Many of you have been with me over the past year and a half...It's been a roller coaster ride. I've been divorced, been to war, been wounded and I've come home to a lifestyle and pace that is a lot different than what I am used to.

I've switched to blogspot for my online journal and made private my war blog I am moving on. Living in the past isn't good for anyone and it's time I put some things behind me.

Plus, I'm tired of the (stupid) anti-war, (damn) liberal hate emails from (stupid-ass) (fricking) people who don't what the hell they're talking about or REALLY believe that the world is kinder and gentler.

So....now starts a new chapter of my life...

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

A Stranger in a Strange Land

Okay...I've been back for nearly a year now. Yet...it do not feel as if I'm home yet. I look around at places I should know and they seem strange. People speak to me and it might as well be a different language.

I watch the news and it feels like I'm back there. I don't have any nightmares and I don't have flashbacks...But somehow I feel as if this is no longer my home. I feel as if I do not belong.

What does a warrior do when he has no more wars left to fight?